Complex

I should be happy
but I am sad
I smile to the world
but inside I could cry
I make it look like cosmos
but the truth is caos
on the outside all is well
but the inside its like hell
I may look free
but I am a prisoner in my mind
never to fly like the bird
for my wings are stagged
'cause I am a fallen angel
who just wants to fly with joy
up high in the sky
just once to feel freedom
just once to be in control of myself